I'm Not Michael Jackson! (Community)

I'm Not Michael Jackson! // Community

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seiya

May 7, 2004, 8:04am
But These last few threads have made me out to be as if I were. AW
Community... I am not a pedophile, I am not a child moleister, I am not the
pervert in AW that needs to be exterminated, if you believe this, then you
need to look under some rocks and find the "real creeps" the net has to
offer.

I am kind of offended, but thats alright, a live community will
occassionally leave people that way, if not, then its not a live community.
I am not going to explain myself, but I would like to tell the community a
few things:

First being that there is alot of rumours about me, I am a somewhat "public"
figure and I am an easy rumour target, I dont really retaliate as most
people would, but things are getting out of hand, if I am being treated as
if I were SOME KIND OF INTERNET PEDOPHILE That needs to be exterminated! Did
anybody seem to notice that my threads were originally about a community
service to AW, and it was hijacked from there, so it is easy to see what
kind of people spread these rumours, and thank you to those who are not so
shallow minded as to "join the crowd."

I would advise and encourage anybody who hears rumours about me, or who has
all these problems with me to at least settle them with me personally and
not make it a big public flame fest, AND EVEN SO... I wish you would
understand that the biggest instigators of this have quite the history with
me that you would be surprised and even shocked as to how they backstabbed
and claimed things about me. They go saying I put people into psychological
traps and that I am this evil being that inhabits AW looking for little
boys, I cannot understand how people coming together as VILLAGERS OF
PRIMITIVE TIMES to gather around a person and "extinguish" them from society
just becaue of rumours and heresay, it is not community, it is ignorant and
shallow, I personally encourage anybody who has read this far to re-read
some of the things people are saying in these past threads, and see what
their "between the lines" type of definition of "community" is and you'll
see what kind of people are the rumour starters, they bash and flame before
they get a chance to think.. it is evident indeed.

Lastly (pats your back) you have read thus far and have a straight head
because you have not read the first sentence and flamed off, the person I am
(that I encourage you all to know me by myself not by rumours and heresay)
is a kind and friendly person, a sensitive artist, I generally spend most of
my time by myself in AW working on new building techniques and things to
inspire! People have told me I am a great inspiration as a builder to them,
and that I am a leader among those who love to build. I am a somewhat coy
and shy person who loves to build, and mostly build by myself but LOVES to
inspire people, how can I build these things and inspire like so and have
the "spare time" to just go looking for little boys to lie to? And I truly
encourage you to befriend me and after you get to know me, from then on you
can judge and make your own opinion of me.

I originally wanted to help AW with a community building service, free of
charge, but you can see that those too weak to persue their own dreams VR
and Real life, can only try and destory the dreams of others.. However,
thank you AW for being a place where artists and people who want to come and
have a good chat can congregate, set aside rumours and heresay till you know
a person because any weak person can give into emotions and rumours, but it
takes a strong person to put on a level head and in thus, developing
character, a quality unbreakable.

Thank you~!
-Seiya
Starbuilds

ry

May 7, 2004, 8:09am
It's Ok...
I could clearly see the Threads were Hijacked.


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bro

May 7, 2004, 9:27am
For the record Seiya who are you this week? A 17 girl that gets her
builds from God or a Man who gets off on saying they are girl to young
kids? What was it you said a few months back in this NG ? Lets see "I
said I was a girl before I said I was man after I said I was girl" It
gets very confusing for 55 year old man who only be a 56 year old man
next year.
I think you should run office Seiya after all you take any issue
and make it your own. Next thing you will be saying is you invented the
Internet.

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bro

May 7, 2004, 10:28am
This is you right sejya ?

Spear's Final Thoughts.
« on: November 18, 2003, 12:51:47 AM

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My final thoughts on this whole ordeal about me this weekend.

Its good to be free, what can I say haha!
Im glad you guys got some guests and new users out of this. Call me crazy
but I had some fun seeing people flip out here.

I no longer am bound by lies and no longer living a lie, I read all your
guys, well, most of your guys thoughts on this, and I am thankful for the
ones that have been able to understand, and be forgiving and mature.
The other guys, the ones not so nice lol, I will pray for you, I was telling
a friend today that I no longer really had an urge to fight back, I mean
yeah I am still changing and had the desire to do it, but I was able to
think clearly and realize I would rather make a mature post after the heat
died down. But seriously, I want to truly dedicate my time here to being a
good christian example, and I know many don't believe that kind of thing,
but I am going to continue praying for those who have been really nasty to
me lately, hate the sin not the sinner brother lol! You know, if you ever
have questions about a walk with Christ, come talk to me, or even Chris or
Ryan.

As of now, I am re learning my old build skills, dont get me wrong the
creativity is there, but not the skill lol, I forgot how to build alot of
the things I did, and I am planning maybe to build a tutorial or something
we'll see.

I also ask that you guys adress me as Spears, and as a he, not a she nor an
it, and for the last time guys, I am named Spears because I love britney's
music, just like some kids go naming themselves after their fave singers
ballplayers etc. Well I am going to lock this post too because I see no need
for feedback, but if you need to contact me gram me, I am no slave to
flaming people!

Romans 6:18 I am a slave to righteousness!

-Spears-

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bro

May 7, 2004, 10:32am
How about this is it you?


Time for the truth.
« on: November 16, 2003, 05:23:51 PM

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It is hard for me to announce this, but I feel that for you guys to get to
know me, and for me to be a good friend, I want you guys to know who I
really am. I know I will lose alot of friends and will be ridiculed, but it
is for the truth, and only that can set you free.

My real name is Mark Emerson, I have sent off so many things in the past
that it surprises me that you caught on finally with that paypal account
thing. Yes, I am a guy, I am a 20 year old college student who does live in
Northern idaho. I have always been lied to that I was supposed to be a girl,
but God is helping me appreciate myself for what I am, more and more, and
regardless of what words are spoken to me, I will continue to like myself
for who I am. I am 6'1, 145 lbs. My name is Mark and I like myself for who I
am, and what God will mold me to be, I want you guys to know the real me, I
no longer want to waste my time pretending to be something, and I no longer
want to think I am above you guys that I dont have to show the real me.

Yes I know this is very awkward and hard to deal with, but I cannot allow
myself to lie to you any further...

In a couple of days or so, when I get a camera that works, I will show you
guys some real pics of me.

-Spears-
and yes, I am a guy who is obsessed with britney spears, so what, sue me.

brock

May 7, 2004, 10:37am
Where can i begin. Seiya you brought this upon yourself, you really did.
You, a public figure? HA! In your own mind perhaps.

--
Brock,
IceFlare Network
Founder/Administrator
http://www.iceflare.net

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ry

May 7, 2004, 10:57am
thats a bid rich coming from you isnt it Brock?

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alaskanshadow

May 7, 2004, 6:06pm
lmao I didnt even bother to read all that Seiya, because you're just trying
to cover your ass for your previous actions. Guess what? You prey on
CHILDREN ie-people younger than 18, with your psychological trap. Now
please, go ahead and claim you're not a pedophile. You even pretend to be a
chick and hit on them. Not only is that disgusting, I'm tempted to call it a
mental disorder. I'm sick of you and your ego going crazy. Newsflash,
attention whore, AW was a hell of a lot better before screw ups like you
came around. We didn't have too many perverts like you back when I first
joined. You've faked attempted suicide on AW, you've pretended to be a
chick, you claimed your brother, your father, and your boss raped you, you
dated GUYS on AW even though you're a guy yourself and they believed you
were a female. Quit living in your shallow fantasy world, trying to make up
for what you cant be in real life. You are sick, perverted, and you don't
deserve even an ounce of respect no matter how much you claim you've
changed. It's total bullshit. You act all innocent on the NGs then are a
prick to people in tgrams and on forums. People who know about your past.
Well fine, suck in more gullible people who don't know what you're really
like. Eventually maybe all of AW will realize just what a sick and
disturbing individual you are. But don't go acting like you didn't do
anything wrong. You KNOW you did something wrong, and your shallow attempts
to pretend like nothing happened just prove my point that you havent changed
a goddamn bit. Grow the fuck up and get a life, creep.

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alaskanshadow

May 7, 2004, 6:09pm
Also, dipshit, they aren't rumors, because I have telegrams from you
directly acting like a psycho, as well as screen shots, and chat logs. So
you might as well give it up already.

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johnf

May 7, 2004, 6:37pm
Father Christmas is a paedophille.

~End of my input~
~John

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alaskanshadow

May 7, 2004, 7:46pm
I dont see santa cross dressing and hitting on little boys =|

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.sharon none

May 7, 2004, 7:54pm
What a rude disgusting embarrassment you must be to yourself johnf. You
apparently are another who just doesn't think you need to have morals when
in the Newsgroups eh?

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brock

May 7, 2004, 10:41pm
Ryan go eat a bag of hell.

--
Brock,
IceFlare Network
Founder/Administrator
http://www.iceflare.net


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just in

May 8, 2004, 12:28am
AlaskanShadow

I wrote this to Sharon... and I write the same to you...

Sharon

I have spoken with Seiya a few times, both in his old "female" identity and
his "real" one. His old identity was one he created because of low self
esteem and wanting to make friends the "easy" way as a pretty young lady.
Granted it was a lie, and not wanting to loose friends he carried the lie
too far. In confusion trying to defend himself he then attacked people
harshly. He apologized for that.

Since he revealed his true identity some people have continued to attack him
and on occasions he has attacked back harshly again. Those same people have
given this as an example of him not having changed.

All I see is a person that made some bad mistakes and is over emotional. He
may have some other character flaws, but don't we all? If people can't
forgive his mistakes - fine - then don't talk to him. But continuing to
bring it up, not leaving it in the past, and not allowing him to go on to do
good things with his remarkable building talent is cruel.

Regards, Justin

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ry

May 8, 2004, 12:32am
That was cwap cumback....
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alaskanshadow

May 8, 2004, 1:26am
It will continue to be brought up as long as it continues to act the way it
always has. You may think it has changed from the way you see it act on the
NGs, but it hasn't.

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linn

May 8, 2004, 4:31pm
oooo hoho!!! wait the REAL one steps in LMAO every time this subject
comes up LOL yep the guilty dog barks loudest and most often LOLOL NOT!!
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johnf

May 8, 2004, 5:43pm
Erm, excuse me?

Paedo is latin for child.
phille is latin for lover.

Hence paedophille... and father christmas.

~John

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c p

May 8, 2004, 6:45pm
if your no internet pervert...why tell people in the first place, mostly
teenage boys, myself included, you where a hot blond teenage girl??? then
say your a man, then say your whatever you want, like with the avatars a few
days ago, I said I thought you where a man and you said im using a female
avatar because I can.

MAKE UP YOUR MIND, if your having a sexual identity crisis, leave the young
boys out of it.


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ep0ch

May 8, 2004, 9:53pm
Agreed, just because your identity is in the toilet now does not mean you
should begin posting on the NG looking for sympathy and trying to be a
"public figure". Honestly, get a life. Before you come up with a blonde come
back from your previous identity, I do have a life. It does not involve
crossdressing or going after small children. No, I am 24 years of age, I am
currently dating a nice girl from the college (she is 22) and I have a job
as a Network Administrator at that college. That is a life. From all the
stories I have been told of you claiming to be raped, or other horrifying
events. How about you stop trying to recover your credibility and public
look and get a damn life.

-Ep0ch

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c p

May 9, 2004, 12:52am
also seiya let me say im glad I only know you in vr life, if I knew you in
r/l id shoot myself...mostly because you'd try to rape me...
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alaskanshadow

May 9, 2004, 11:05am
lmao:

Telegram from Seiya, sent Sun May 9, 2004 5:11 AM:
http://pix2.hotornot.com/pics/HL/HL/GM/KS/KLORKSBGYTRA.jpg

theres my REAL picture lets see how far you can stretch this one lol
*bobble*


Stealing pictures from hot or not now, Seiya? Please, don't make me laugh :)
We have proof you're a guy, so give it up already, MARK EMERSON. You think
we're all stupid? Guess again. The last pics you used were from a porn site,
now you're stealing them from hot or not god you really are a trip lol


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alaskanshadow

May 9, 2004, 11:09am
Also I think its funny how you looked for a pic that looks similar to your
fake ones lol. Unfortunately you arent very good at it, because I saved
every picture you used, and once again, you over looked a hell of a lot :)


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c p

May 9, 2004, 11:45am
Cmon... shooting yourself is no fun... Shooting him/her would be much easier
an option.

- MR

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c p

May 9, 2004, 12:10pm
wait so seiya is back to being a girl again???
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alaskanshadow

May 9, 2004, 12:34pm
Lets see, it went from a girl. to a guy. to a girl that looks like a guy. it
cant make up its mind now can it?


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ep0ch

May 9, 2004, 2:11pm
My god Seyia, and we thought you could sink no further. Honestly, if you
really want to impersonate a girl, dont overlook any bases, or just not
impersonate one at all. From girl, to guy, to horrible ugly girl that looks
like a guy. Man you are screwed up, how about you leave AW, then we will
have one less freak on our hands. Amen to that.

-Ep0ch

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ep0ch

May 9, 2004, 7:14pm
Also Seyia, you may not be Michael Jackson but the hot or not picture you
put up sure does have a resemblance.

-Ep0ch

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alaskanshadow

May 9, 2004, 7:18pm
pwn3d

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seiya

May 10, 2004, 1:44am
You guys seriously need to give it up, I mean honestly your making such a
big deal about this whole thing, the internet is a place to imagine and play
make believe, if you cant handle it, then move on, or simply block me? They
didn't add that option for nothing you know.

I was hoping by now you guys would pick up on it, but Just In nailed it in
saying if you want it i'll give it to you, you guys seem to get off on my
escapades so if it entertains you like so, then sure I'll give you something
to petty about lol. The funny thing is all you guys namely sharon and
alaskanshadow, you guys dont even know me but feel some right to tear me
down. Newsflash~! If you wanna screw with me, I'll screw with you back, its
people that actually take the time to know me that will see how cool of a
person I can be, but the rest of you, I am just an entertainer to keep AW
talking about something lol so "humour" me lol your words are just shallow
petty comments as that of a critic over a comedy show, because thats what it
is, why waste my time with trying to explain myself to people who actually
backstabbed me in the first place, and people who have problems that they
can only pick on internet ppl to appease them lol, I have REAL FRIENDS in AW
who know me as I am, not as how I play to entertain AW and frankly wouldn't
care lol.

So go ahead and give your two cents and stand your ground, but heres
something you cant "stand on" its called "people dont care" notice its
basically people putting in their petty words, nobody else cept Just In who
is such a good friend he would stand up for me, I mean seriously..

EVERYONE READ THIS:

If you want to make your comments about me, be my guest, but if you want to
know me, and if you want to know what the real Seiya is like, then get to
know me and you can then form your own opinion~!

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