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[AWNews] Stirring the Virtual Melting Pot: Sept. 2002 (Community)
[AWNews] Stirring the Virtual Melting Pot: Sept. 2002 // Communitygoober kingSep 11, 2002, 11:38pm
Where Were You When...?
As I'm sure all of you have noticed, today is Sept. 11th, 2002: One year after the horrific events that changed a nation, and changed the world. While I'm could preach and pontificate about America and how its struggle is everyone's cause, it wouldn't be a very fitting way to remember those who lost their lives and loved ones on that tragic day. So instead, I will simply offer a story: The alarm went off. It was 7AM on a Tuesday, and that meant Psychology 101. I wasn't particularly thrilled to be taking that class, especially this early in the morning, but I needed it for my gen ed requirement and it certainly was more interesting than some other courses I've taken. I eventually rolled off my bunk around 7:30 and got my clothes on. Not having enough time for breakfast, I grabbed my bag of books and headed out the door, all while my roommate slept. As with most Psych classes, I barely remembered what was discussed as soon as I walked out of the classroom an hour and a half later. Feeling my stomach complaining, I walked down the hall towards the Student Union to grab my customary sausage, egg, and cheese muffin breakfast. As usual, the SU was abuzz with people coming and going, and I barely took notice, intent on getting my daily dose of grease and fat. After purchasing my breakfast, I ducked out the back door of the SU to avoid the club tables that always started getting set up around the SU front door at this time. In my current half-dead, hungry state of mind, I wasn't in the mood to get accosted by some club member waving fliers, condoms, or whatever else in my face. As I made the long trek back to my dorm room, I was greeted by the blustering Buffalo winds as they swept across the nearly treeless expanse of campus. I gritted my teeth and yelled at the wind under my breath, challenging it to knock me over. As with most windy days, the wind failed to do so this time and I made it back to my dorm in one piece, albeit a little ruffled. I arrived at my room around 9:30 and saw that my roommate had already left for his 9AM class. I dropped my bag on the floor and awakened my computer that I had left on overnight. Ahh, the beauty of a permanent T1 connection. As I was pulling all of my IM programs out of Away mode, I found a message from a teenage friend from AW that simply said "you watching the news?" I answered "No...", thinking that he was going to tell me that the news was reporting on some silly story or other. Instead, he responded "2 planes have crashed into the world trade center towers in newyork." I turned on the TV and was instead greeted by images the Pentagon, burning. We then spent the next hour swapping information as it was reported on TV, and I immediately messaged all of my friends and family who were online, asking if they saw what was happening. My brother just couldn't believe it all, responding simply with "shit!". My dad, who teaches at the Naval War College, couldn't go to work because the Navy base was on highest alert: Only essential government employees were allowed on base. My mother, who had to travel to DC that morning on business, informed me that her plane had landed just before the FCC had grounded all air travel. She said she could see the smoke of the Pentagon from her 6th floor office. She then said she was going to watch the news in the first floor lounge. She didn't feel safe on the 6th floor. My roommate came back from his class, having heard what had happened in class, just in time to see the first tower fall. My AW friend immediately messaged me "CBS just showed the tower falling. this is history." "This is war" I replied. I then got up from my computer and sat down in my roommate's recliner, and stayed there the rest of the day, eyes glued to the TV waiting to see what would happen next, only getting up to answer the occasional messages coming through my computer. My roommate informed me that they had canceled classes for the rest of day, but the announcement didn't even register with me. I just sort of nodded and mumbled "That's good." I'm not exactly known for being able to display my emotions, always trying to hide them behind a facade of calm and sarcasm, and this instance was no different. But instead of trying to just keep up appearances, I actually didn't know what to feel. I felt a chill go down my spine as I watched people jumping out of the Twin Towers, to their deaths. I felt a sense of snide "shit's-on" bravado against those who orchestrated the attacks, knowing in my heart that they would pay for this. I felt the feeling of "this isn't really happening", almost as if I was watching a movie. Oddly enough, I even felt a sense of pride when I heard that they had stopped an Amtrak train in Providence, RI looking for supporters of the hijackers (Being a native Rhode Islander, any time RI gets in the news, whether good or bad, is cool to me). The result of all these jumbled feelings was one of numb emptiness. In the end, I felt absolutely nothing. Though all the events registered in my mind: the thousands of deaths, the repercussions of these acts, the effects on my family, in my heart I felt nothing. That emptiness would remain with me until it was replaced with something else: pride. Pride in seeing my fellow countrymen coming together and standing up to those who would stand against us. Pride in seeing them come together to help each other, either by lining up to give blood or sign up for the armed forces. So, in the midst of all the sorrow and pain, I inwardly rejoiced, because I knew that, not only were we going to make it through this, but we would become stronger because of it. So, on this one year anniversary of the darkest day in American history, if not the world, I honor the memory of those who are no longer with us by praying for those who still are. Praying that our sense of unity won't disappear into the night like a passing fad. Praying that we will stand tall as one against all who would wish to see us fall, and truly be the *United* States of America. Everyone has a September Story. I encourage you to share yours as we all remember what we lost, and also what we found within ourselves. May you and yours find peace on this day, and may God continue to bless America. the derekSep 12, 2002, 1:11am
i still remember how quiet the days after were with no planes in the air.
[View Quote] wings0niteSep 12, 2002, 1:33am
In article <3D7FEAB4.1060106 at utn.cjb.net>, gooberking at utn.cjb.net says...
> Where Were You When...? < snip Goob, I am really glad you started this post. Some folks here will probably tell you it should have been posted in "general discussion" but OH WELL :-) My story is this: Last September 11th I was on the left coast, living in a small town in Central California (God's country). The day started as usual with my husband's alarm waking me at 5:30am and my snoozing while he showered and such. After he left for work, I grumbled and got out of bed to get ready to start my job as a Loan Processor at the local Chase Manhattan Mortgage branch office (I really loved that job and the people I worked with). I hate getting up in the morning, I am NOT a morning person but since I was going to a job and a place I liked, it was okay. My job starting time was 8am so I usually crawled out of bed about 6:30am right after hubby left. Since I lived in a small town, my job was only a 5 minute drive from my house. I always did two things in the morning: 1) Switched on the TV to CNN (our local news station basically sucked) 2) Made a 4 cup pot of coffee to get me started. Sept 11, 2001 was no different. I grabbed the remote, switched on the TV, and made my way to the kitchen. I got the coffee started and went back to the bedroom that my ill cat was using (he was 20 years old and sick, he died 6 weeks later) and checked up on him. He had made a mess during the night, so I went into the garage to grab some cleaning things to clean it up. That probably took 10-15 minutes because I spent some quality time with him. By this time it was about 10 minutes to 7 Pacific (almost 10am Eastern). I went back to the kitchen, grabbed a cup of java and a cigarette and went back to the bedroom planning to spend 10 minutes watching CNN before starting my shower. Here is where it got hairy ... Entering the bedroom I looked at the TV to see the 1st plane hitting the North tower. I thought I was walking in on a commercial for a new movie "Towering Inferno 2" or something. I settled down on the bed to watch. Then I saw the take on the 2nd plane hitting the South tower. At this point I was beginning to realize that this might be REAL. The thought kinda crept up on me slowly ... I'm thinking "OMG, is this really happening?" I watched as CNN flipped back and forth to some coverage about a possible terrorist attack and the hint that other planes had been hijacked. I got a very bad feeling immediately and began to worry about my younger sister who lives in Baltimore but does a lot of flying for her company. Once I finally decided that this was indeed real, I called my husband. While I was talking to him the attack on the Pentagon was being broadcast. I asked my husband "have you heard yet?" He says "what?" reasonably so, and I said "Our country is under attack! They have destroyed the World Trade Center in New York and I am currently watching coverage from Washington DC Looks like they hit the Pentagon as well". He asked if I was going to work, I said Yes I would go in. I then called my jobplace and got Doug our only PITA. Doug is like "Loan Officer of the Year" and is all about the almighty buck. When Doug realized it was me, his first comment was "What? I have put a client on hold to take your call" I asked him if he knew what was happening. He said no, and I told him to turn on the TV there, after he spoke to his client, as our country was at war. When I arrived at work, Doug was in the conference room watching the TV which is what we all did most of the day. I managed to get my brother in law on the phone later that day. My sister was safe, and had phoned him from someplace in Pennsylvanna. Her plane was asked to land there and she and 2 strangers had rented a car and were driving back to Baltimore. My sister sent me an email yesterday in which she expressed a lot of feelings as she was "remembering 9/11/01 as the day she was in the air with 4 hijacked planes and wondering if they would ever make it to the airport they were directed to land in". She further expressed the numb feeling she had while driving back to Baltimore with two strangers who were equally as numb. Yes we will always remember, and we all have our tale to tell ... Wings0nite ambivalentSep 12, 2002, 9:25am
I had an angiogram (minor heart procedure) that morning. The planes started
hitting as I was wheeled out of the operating room. They said they had to get everyone out of the hospital who could possibly walk, because they were expecting 2,000 casualties. My nurse couldn't get through to her husband, an EMT. She used my cell phone and was finally able to talk to him. He was on his way to the WTC. I couldn't get home. The roads were blocked. Traffic at a standstill. After hours of driving and trying to find a way home, I was running out of gas. The gas stations weren't selling gas. They had shut down. I stopped at several hotels. No rooms. No one could leave, so no one was checking out. Finally at a hotel I was in tears. Exhausted and still groggy from the drugs from the procedure, I begged for a side office so I could lie down. The manager finally said probably no one would be checking in, and gave me a room reserved for someone else. I fell asleep immediately, kept waking up, each time a new horror on CNN in front of me. The next day I was able to get home. I watched the WTC burn from my living room and bedroom windows. The incredible volumes of smoke. No planes in the air, and then the clutch of fear when I'd hear one -- a fighter jet. Stories from friends who lived in Manhattan. Couldn't get home. Didn't want to get home. Couldn't find friends. Every morning on my way to work seeing the billowing smoke, no planes in the air except fighter jets, more police cars than I'd ever seen in my life, National Guard trucks. I thought I'd never stop crying. I still cry. That's good -- you can't cry enough tears for 3,000 stilled heartbeats, for the horror and pain they suffered, for the horror and pain of the survivors. I don't think there's an American that did not change that day. We learned that people can be far worse, and far better, than we ever imagined. And we instantly knew that life would never be the same. One year later, we try to figure out how to live our lives as we learn what this new "normal" is all about. Take care, my friends. Kerstin [View Quote] alphabit phalphaSep 12, 2002, 12:09pm
As a child I used to have recurring nightmares involving helicopters in
masses, sprinkling a morning sky. War...in America. I think they were caused by the "duck and cover" exercises we had to practice daily at school. When I think back to those days and how much fear children had of a possible war in our own country, it makes me wonder what horrible fears our babies have in todays environment with actual "bombings" haveing incurred:( I was awakened that morning from the daily routine of my sister's (NutherBit's)Rhodesian ridgeback trying to french kiss me! (Seriously, this is true:) After doing the "yuck!" morning scream, I proceeded to the kitchen (avoiding the Tibetan spaniel under foot) to make some heavy duty coffee for NutherBit's family and myself. Now it was time for letting the "dogs" out to the back yard and enjoy my coffee and smoke. Every morning it was so wonderful to step outside with that first cup and view the Superstition Mountains in all their splendor. Always envisioning myself scaling that terrain and finding the lost Dutchman's mine. (We can dream can't we?:) It is ever so quiet out in the desert. Peaceful. Mmmmmmmm.....love that coffee and quietude. I stepped back inside the house and the look on NutherBit's face was that of loss and terror. The news was reporting that a jet had hit the first tower. All you could hear in the house were exclamations of "Oh my God...Oh no...." Then tears..... I think the first tears were for people's losses, for the dieing and deceased,then for fear. NutherBit and her family had to go to work. I wanted all of us to stay home together. So much concern that anything could happen anywhere now, and them being elsewhere. Soooo much worry.... We immediately called our Mother. She was ok. I had to call my daughters, and reassure them that things were going to be ok. It is very hard being hundreds of miles away from your babies when they need you and you need them. That night, no commercial planes were flying. Out in the desert you can see for miles. What I saw were occasional fighter jets far off in the distance. Protecting our skies. I think for a month and longer we all watched the skies, and became unnerved whenever we saw something occupying them. I can not imagine the horror and pain those in New York experienced:( I was scheduled to fly to Texas in less than a week. And then a return flight a week after that. Geeeeeze! Folks, I am NOT an avid fan of flying! But nothing was going to stop me from meeting King Tex IRL:) Oh my! That means we have an anniversary this week! *thinking of which restaurant we should go to*. The Phoenix airport was eerily quiet and void of the usual hustle and bustle. It seemed Southwest Airlines was the only company operating at that time. I remember how people were looking at each other in the counter line. Casing each other out, as I was also. We were all strangers to each other. Who knows "who" could bring on yet another horrible disaster at any time. There was a young couple of Eastern Indian decent sitting all by themselves. I couldn't help but feel sorry for them. People's attention were focused on them. The constant quick side glances checking them out for any signs of anything that could cause our plane to not make it's destination. A couple months later in Mesa a young man of Eastern Indian decent was murdered. Was it a crime to be of Eastern Indian decent in America now? Later that month, a Caucasian, hippie looking guy was caught attempting to light a bomb in his shoe. So much for racial biases huh? My heart goes out to all those that suffered and continue to suffer, to all the families and friends of 911 victims, and to all of us that even though thousands of miles away from the disaster, are victims. And mostly to our babies dreaming of helicopters against peaceful blue skies......... shredSep 12, 2002, 12:14pm
My story isn't exactly soul stirring or heart wrenching, but I'll share it anyway.
It was a completely normal September morning. I woke up in my subhuman state, I drank my coffee and grudgingly went off to school. Up until fourth period, hours after the first plane had flown into the world trade center, I had a completely standard and maddeningly dull day. I had just sat down for my heart throbbingly exciting world geography course when my friend, sitting next to me, said something to the effect of "Hey Kyle, the U.S. is under attack by terrorists!" I contemplated this statement for a moment, and finally I responded with "What?!" The teachers would not tell us anything. I harassed every one of them to no end, until finally, in *sixth* period, the class and I managed to convince our teacher to drop the lessons for the day and tell us what the hell was going on. So, we got a brief rundown of the situation, but nothing thorough. The first time I got any solid news was when I got home and parked in front of the television. Mainly the question that kept running through my mind was "Why?". I can still find no reason that those thousands of people deserved to have their lives judged and destroyed in such a short instant. I hate war. I hate it with a passion. I believe that war is a failure of diplomacy, and failure of diplomacy is a failure of intelligence on one or both of the opposing sides. But this... this was just pointless. I was both beyond anger and beyond grief. The act was so hideous and monstrous that the reality of the happening never fully registered in my mind, and to this day, it still hasn't. I'm very far away from New York, so it was and is hard for me to feel the effects of September 11th. What was foremost in my mind on that day, one year ago, is still so today: disgust. Absolute disgust. [View Quote] brockSep 12, 2002, 4:21pm
My boring story:
Lets see....... I found out in school, second to third period junction. I notice people behaving oddly in the hall, the terrorist attacks happened late second period. Oh well it's just my school. I go to my desk drop my books and go talk to my one friend at the other side of the room. A few of my fellow students come into the room Oh god we are going to die? Okay what was that all about? Another student walks in and saying something crashed into a World Center Trade Tower or whatever you call it. What is a World Center Trade? I didn't even know what it was, or what you called it. The teacher wasn't there that day, a substitute walks in with a tv from the library and plugs in the tv, and cable. The first thing that comes on is CNN. I see the sight of a huge tower burning. Wow that can't be good. The next second another plane goes barreling into the side of the other tower next to it. We have now found out these were World Trade Centers, things very important to the business and stock market and crap. Then found out a plane crashed into the pentagon and one went into shanksville, Shanksville is a town about 15 minutes away from mine. Parents begin to get worried. My mother was the first to come and pick me up, but reports from fellow students say It was hectic all day, people late for class, tv's in every class room, everyone in awe, quiet, can't speak, amazed at what they are seeing. The lines from the other end of the school to the office, huge, parents wanting to pick up their children. -- Brock - 308723 AW 3.3 Build: 419 Brock at iceflare.net brockSep 12, 2002, 4:26pm
Something i wanted to say before:
Seeing anything happen to this nation anymore is so rare. When i actually seen it happen i was in quite alot of disbelief, although it didnt set in immediately after a few days it's like wow did that really happen? It's like my science teacher said "You will remember this for the rest of your life, where you were, and what you were doing. -- Brock - Proud American chiklitSep 12, 2002, 8:46pm
This is actually from a paper I wrote for history but here it is anyway:
September 11 started out as any other day in the 365 of the year. It was hazy over Manhattan island as usual and in the lower 70s. That is until, 8:45 am when the first plane hit the first tower. This was a surprise but it was not, as of yet, thought of as a terrorist attack. After all there have been close calls before and a plane flew into the Empire State Building once before in 1912. Instantly a fire broke out in the explosive airplane fuel. Throwing papers out windows, with the clouds blocking out the sun, it looked like a snowy night outside. Flaming debris was laying on the ground along with lots of other things thrown out of the building. Then 18 minutes later at 9:03 am the South Tower was hit by United Airlines Flight 175. By now most people suspect a terrorist attack. At 9:30 am the President makes his first announcement stating the country has suffered "an apparent terrorist attack". At 9:40 am, for the first time in US History, the FAA (Federal Aviation Administration), halts all flights over the US and states that any unaccounted for airplanes will be shot down and that all incoming flights will be diverted to Canada. It was too late for the Pentagon though. At 9:43 am the Pentagon was hit by American Airlines Flight 77. Luckily, the side it hit was undergoing renovation and most people in the building escape without injury. Eventually 20 minutes apart from each other the North and South Tower collapse. This turned out to be one of the worst days in US history. Comparable only to the bombing of Pearl Harbor. I remember the first time I heard about it. We were sitting in Ms. Fried's class and she had the radio on. We has been in her class for about 8 minutes when the plane hit the pentagon Then in art they started calling the whole school out for "early dismissal" name by name. They didn't say what it was for or why but it was obviously because of what happened. When I got home my mom had news channel 11 on and they had a helicopter view of the burning buildings. I got online and it seamed that there wasn't anyone who hadn't heard about it. And considering most of my friends live in other countries that was nonetheless somewhat weird feeling. Could all of this had been prevented? Some people think so. On August 15, 2001 flights instructors in Minneapolis phoned the FBI about 2 men with bad English wanting to learn how to fly a 747 but not takeoff or land. This memo was for the most part cast aside not again to be noticed until after the fact. This also affected my dad at work who works with the Philadelphia - Baltimore area for Verizon. The Verizon building for Manhattan was only a few blocks away from the World Trade Center. Once the first plane hit they were working on rerouting the phone lines to divert them from the World Trade Center. Then once they collapsed knocking down the antenna on the top of tower one they had to get phone services to all the downed area's within 2 weeks. They resorted to running wires out windows from the switching offices and down along the streets because they couldn't get under them. It is unsure what will happen in the future. There have been scares such as people attaching bombs on to the bottom of passenger ships. And words used have become more forewarning such as once future acts of terrorism were "probable" now they're "inevitable". The war on terrorism will be an eternal war. Never ending, never stopping, never being able to be defeated. "And ye shall hear of wars and rumors of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers (diverse) places. All these are the beginning of sorrows. And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another. And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." - Matthew 24:6-8, 10-11, 13. chiklitSep 12, 2002, 9:14pm
And this is the full story of what happened to me that day.
As many have stated before me it started out as a typical September day. School had only started a few weeks ago and already things weren't going to well. From already having 2 fights starting in school and finding out that my friend (who at the time was only 13) was already smoking kind of got my spirits down to the point that I barely wanted to come out of my room. When we got into homeroom that day at around 8:20am I sat down awaiting a normal, typical, boring day. Strangely enough we were just starting to talk about WWI in history and other such things. History ended at around 9am or so (I don't really remember my schedule anymore) and we went on to Spanish, which as usual was boring, and doing repeats of Donde esta? and Qual es la fecha?. As of yet we hadn't heard anything although by that time both of the towers had already been hit. This was nothing unusual in my school considering no one tells anyone anything. I doubt even most of the teachers knew. After Spanish was over we proceeded to English where Ms. Fried had her radio on. CNN was talking about possible suspects and we sat down to listen. Eventually they started to mention about how the planes crashed into the World Trade Centers and how the FCC had barred all commercial flights. For all that time the class was silent. No one saying a word or doing much of anything. When English we (or at least I since we didn't have the same specials) went to Art class with Ms. Berlin. The people from my class seamed to be the only ones who had heard the news (not even the teacher knew about it) and started spreading it. About 15 minutes into class a voice came over the intercom saying "Will the following people please come down the main office for early dismissal". Slowly they started calling every single person in the schools name off as their parents arrived. Later I found out that the reason we were being "officially" dismissed was not because of the attacks but because Maryland governor had declared a state of emergency in order to be able to provide emergency services to NY. It wasn't until I got home that I saw the first images of what happened. My mom had on channel 23 (which broadcasts NBC news) and they were showing an aerial view of the smoke bellowing out of the first world trade center. I immediately rushed to my room and turned on the TV and started AW. The first person I talked to was SpunkyMonkey (creator of the Quazar laser tag in AWTeen) then to a few of my friends online. I could not find one person that did not know about what had happened. My friend from Germany set up a live video stream of the news there, as I also did, they were slowing footage of the British prime Minster speaking about the attacks with a German voice repeating what he was saying (in German of course). The rest of the week went on as usual with the death count constantally changing. poseidonSep 13, 2002, 4:10am
I remember the day just as if it were yesterday. I woke up at my normal
time.. 5:30 AM, here on the West coast.. California. I slowly got up, jumped in the shower, got out, came back to my room, and turned on FOX 11 news. I just kind of stared at the news. A tower, in new york - World Trade Center.. burning. Reports were that it was a plane that caused the accident. As soon as I heard the words "A small craft has crashed into the world trade center", a chill went all the way down the back of my body. I woke my mom. She was shocked. For the rest of the morning, it was normal proceedure in my life. I had just started Sophomore year in high school a few days earlier, and was getting ready for school. I remember keeping the television on while getting ready, steadily listening to the news... Then, I heard that a second plane had crashed into the remaining tower. More chills. Screaming newscasters, and people in the streets from the live feed. It was 6:25 and time to go to school, so I snagged my brothers walkman and ran out the door to the bus. Needless to say that the bus was full of people comparing stories, what happened when, the current events. I was the only one with a *working* radio, so I tuned it in... As i did, I remember the most horrifying thing in the world. A newscaster.. hysterical, yelling as I heard that the first tower fell. It was the strangest feeling in the world. I looked at my friends on the bus... and... could barely say it... when I did, the bus got completely silent. The rest of the ride happened in almost silence, with me relaying what was occuring to friends. For about a half hour or so things were... the same. Then, as we got close to my school (it takes about an hour to go from my house, to my school on the bus)... I hear "Oh my god.. oh my god, the pentagon has just been struck by another plane" - we were five minutes away from school by then, and I remember the faces of everyone on the bus as I turned around, and told them "The.. the pentagon has just been hit". Utter shock, silence, and fear in their eyes, and indeed, in my own. For the next five minutes, and as I walked into my first period class, I just remember praying over and over "God please save us. God please save us all..." over and over. I don't think I have ever prayed that much, in that short amount of time... Upon coming into my first period english class, it was the most horrifying thing I had ever seen. The TV was on, and everyone was watching it.. as we sat down, within those 30 seconds of entering, and sitting, I saw the second tower just... crumble down. I think I almost went into pure shock as i stared at that television. I had not seen the first tower fall... only heard the screams... For the rest of that period, people came in silently, sat, and watched... the whole day was like that, until I got home and called up one of my greatest friends. That is my story. As I said, I don't think it will ever leave me. I've had some dreams about it. But.. I will never forget, being on that bus, on my way to school... and hearing those reporters - the people who always keep their cool, screaming such horrified words... I certainly won't ever forget. Poseidon [View Quote] merannaSep 13, 2002, 5:20am
A site that the people at AWEC put up shortly after the attacks last year.
http://www.awcommunity.org/awec/activeworlds_united/ |